sexynemesis

This song has been going through my head all day, and all I can think of is how much I can relate.  I try to help myself and other people, and I feel like I've given everything I can. I'm exhausted. I feel under-appreciated and invisible. All I want is a "thank you", some sort of sign that what I'm doing matters and is making a difference. Empathy is exhausting. Apathy is appealing, but what kind of person would I be if I stopped caring? "Well" By Hurt I wasn't able to deal with the pain and the loss And the darkness would surround me What could've been? What should've been? Pain And with the state of affairs and the way that I was

I was reflecting on the past yet again today, and I realized that I’ve been in four basic types of relationships: The Illusion: This relationship is marked by a seemingly perfect scenario. Both people enjoy each other’s company. Neither one is unhappy. But something comes between the man and the woman. As the woman, I’ve never felt that this situation is caused by me, but I always keep hoping that whatever situation will draw us apart will eventually vanish. At this point its always my hope that the man will come around and we’ll live happily ever after. The situation that most often causes “The Illusion”, for

Why is it that the past always comes crashing back into your life when you least expect it and need it the least? Today has been a day for me to reflect on the past. Why is it that the bad memories stand out more than the good? All I could think about today is how I could have done things differently. What if I had done things differently? Where would I have ended up today? Would I be better off or worse? How did I end up this way? I've decided karma hates me. Every time I'm given even the illusion that things could work out, the exact opposite happens.  I'm not unhappy with my location. I'm not displeased with my love life, not entirely an